It was such a great day in school today. I spent my time with friends. We talked and shared stories about things. I had a great time in short, yet when I' am left alone or even if I' am with them I still remember the "what could have been?" If did not stop courting me on the day I will answer him, What are we now? Even though I already met new guys, I still remember him. Even though I already like or love someone else, I still remember him and what could have been. Why is it so hard to forget the one you have love? Evwn though you were hurt very deeply, you still feel something for that person. It is so hard to love someone because the more that you somebody the deeper the wound would be.

Rica