The letter below is for some one who became a big part of my life. I wrote that letter as an end for everything.

November 22, 2005

Dear Eric,

Hello! Good Evening!

I do not know why, I’ am typing this letter when you will never be able to read it. I don’t know maybe I just want to express my feelings once and for all, even though you’ll never know what this letter contains.

July 10, 2005 you told me that you love me. At first I didn’t believed what you said. Oh well, you asked me if you can court me, of course I said yes, after all I must give every one a chance right? Almost a month after, August 5, 2005 I answered you with a yes, but you gave up that same day, you let me fall when you will not be there in the end. I cried after that, I gave my trust to you and yet you broke it. You made me believe in lies, you made me believe that you will always be there and you will never leave me. You made me believe that you are an honest person. You made me believe that you indeed love me, but then I guess four years of friendship will never be enough for you to say that you know the person. The length of the friendship of two people will never be enough for you to say that you know that person because you will never really know the person until you spend more time with that person or be with that person in different circumstances. Eric, I guess I’ am stupid to believe in every thing that you said. I’ am stupid for letting my self fall. I’ am stupid for trusting you. Well now I cannot say, every thing has completely healed and mended, but I can say, I’ am already over you. Though my trust in a relationship still needs to be mended, and that will take a long time, I must say. At least now I do not cry and think of you any more. Well fine I still think of you, the million and one possibilities of what ifs, but at least I do not shed tears for you any more, after all your not worth it of my precious tears. Well here I shall end my letter. The letter you will never read. A letter which I made, especially for you. Thank you Eric, Thank you for showing me a world which I hope will never be part of again.

Renea Camille C. Zuniga